Editorial Team

Franchesca Cox is the Founder and Creative Director of Still Standing Magazine. She is a former art teacher going back to school for her Master’s in Occupational Therapy. She has lived to tell the tale of what it means to grieve the loss of her firstborn daughter, and fought for the privilege to love life again. She has spearheaded many little and big projects locally and worldwide in her daughter’s name since her loss, but she found the most healing came from living life to the fullest. She is the author of Facets of Grief: a creative workbook for grieving mothers, and Celebrating Pregnancy Again.

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Lori Ennis battled infertility for eleven-and-a-half years before she turned to IVF and became a mother in November of 2009. Her first son, John “Matthew”, died in his father’s arms ten hours after he was born due to a very rare and undiagnosed labor complication called Vasa Previa. Lori continued IVF treatments and brought home her second son, Samuel “Luke” in January 2011. In April 2012, Lori suffered a miscarriage and lost another little boy, Trey, at fifteen weeks, but continues to find the joy in all of her many blessings.

Lori is the former owner and current Managing Editor of Still Standing Magazine and is grateful to facilitate a resource that didn’t exist when her first son died. A writer, speaker, amateur photographer and former elementary teacher, Lori and her United States Marine Corps pilot-husband John are enjoying raising Luke in many different places. Lori and her family currently reside in Jupiter, Florida, with their Golden Retriever, Dixie. Though Lori has a Bachelor’s degree in Communication Studies and Psychology from Virginia Tech, as well as a Master’s of Science in Curriculum and Instruction from Radford University, her favorite job by far is Mom.

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Diana Stone is the Editor-in-Chief of Still Standing as of Jan 2018 – having written for several years for SS before that. She blogs her own life story at Diana Wrote. She and her military retired husband have two girls, 8 and 2, and three sons who passed away after birth in 2012 and 2013. Preston and Julian were born at 20 weeks after a traumatic stay in the hospital where she learned how to advocate for herself and other mothers regarding medical care. Kaden was born a little over a year later, full term and seemingly healthy. When he was 4 days old and ready to come home, his checkout exam revealed cardiomyopathy. The cause was found to be a rare, mostly unknown virus called ciHHV-6. He died in her arms at 3 weeks old.

After two failed adoptions between and after these losses, they went onto have a surprise pregnancy in 2015. Refusing all meds and working with doctors around the world who monitored her, their daughter was born overdue and healthy. Her story was published in the Journal of Heart and Lung Transplantation. In 2014 she traveled with World Vision to learn about maternal health and infant mortality in Zimbabwe, and now is in school to become a trauma and grief counselor.

You can also find her work on Babble, Liberating Working Moms, She Reads Truth, The New York Times, and The Huffington Post.

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Crystal Theresa Z. Ejanda is the Content Editor at Still Standing. She is also a mother, wife, writer, and artist who explores parenting, spirituality, grief, food, and semi-crunchy living. She works in higher education as a marketing web producer and attends a graduate creative writing program. The not-always-foggy city of San Francisco is the place she’s called home for almost 15 years with her husband and high school love.

She holds two wondrous boys in her arms and carries four deeply missed babies in her heart. Though stillbirth, recurrent miscarriage, and infertility broke her in so many ways, these experiences, the community she found with other bereaved families, and the fierce love she has for her children have taught her to be bold, to follow her passions, to seek joy, and to be unapologetic in honoring what it means to grieve, mourn, and heal.

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Rachel Whalen is Still Standing’s Graphic Designer. She spends her days living and loving in the vibrant and charming state of Vermont. She has always wanted to be a writer but, for a long time, was lacking a story to tell. After some searching she has found her greatest inspiration from her family; especially her daughter, Dorothy, who was born silently on February 22, 2016.

Experiencing Dorothy’s death made her determined to keep Dorothy’s memory alive and to share her family’s experiences with grief, love, and all that comes with it. When Rachel is not sharing her family’s journey through the unexpected, she enjoys the little things in life alongside her husband, Mike, her daughter, Frances, and their fluffy, white cat, Edie.

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Abigail Waldron is a wife, mother, and writer who makes her home in the Northern Virginia suburbs of Washington, DC. A former English teacher, Abigail now has the privilege of staying home and raising her two living daughters, but her journey to parenthood has not been an easy one, including infertility, second trimester miscarriage, and stillbirth. Abigail is the author of Far as the Curse Is Found: Searching for God in Infertility, Miscarriage, and Stillbirth, a book which tells her own story as well as the story of eleven other families facing reproductive loss. In her writing and in her life, she is always searching for glimpses of Jesus, even in the barren and broken places.

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Allyson Williams is a wife and a mother who holds three children in her arms and two in her heart. Her journey to create a family was filled with the highest highs and the lowest of lows. A journey that started with three heart-wrenching years of infertility, to the miscarriage of her first son’s twin conceived through IVF and carrying her third son who she knew would die after his birth.This experience has transformed her into a warrior for love and endlessly trying to choose love at every opportunity.

She has a passion for writing and has used this passion to help find peace and healing throughout this journey. You can learn more about her journey on her blog. Allyson lives in a small town in Southern Ontario, Canada and loves the small-town living in the Bay Quinte Region.

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AmandaAmanda Ross-White is the proud mother of four beautiful children, including her twin boys Nate and Sam, who were stillborn in 2007. She is eternally grateful to watch her rainbow children, daughter Rebecca and son Alex, grow around her. Since joining the sad world of the babylost, she has become dedicated to furthering research into stillbirth and neonatal death, as well as the unique parenting and relationship challenges for babylost mothers.

In her day job, she helps connect people to the medical and health information they need, and sees the need for better communication between babylost mothers and their health care providers. She is also the author of Joy At The End of The Rainbow: A Guide to Pregnancy After a Loss. (Photo courtesy of Courtesy Maryl Cook Photography).

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Amelia Kowalisyn is the mother of two sets of twins, Alex (who is two) and Emma Rose (who is loving her family from up in Heaven), and Cameron and Christian (who are due this July). In addition to the loss of Emma at 23 days old, their family has experienced four miscarriages. Shortly after Amelia and her husband Joe lost their sweet daughter Emma, they established their charity Emma’s Footprints which provides support and care packages to both NICU and bereaved families who have experienced infant loss. Amelia and her husband have provided countless care packages to families all over the United States as well as have donated several CuddleCots to local hospitals in their area. They feel very blessed to be able to help others while honoring their daughter’s memory.

Amelia also speaks openly about her experiences whenever she can to help break the silence on infant loss. Most recently Amelia was the Director of Outreach for the On Coming Alive Project and hosted as well as spoke at their bereaved parent’s workshops that took place this past fall. Amelia is a member of the Alliance of Perinatal Bereavement and Palliative Care Facilitators of Northern Illinois and has been featured in the Newborn & Infant Nursing Reviews Journal regarding NICU and OBYGN care for preemie and infant loss families.

Amelia feels that sharing her story and being open about the pain as well as the healing that comes in time after the loss of a child has been an important part to her journey and her mission to helping other families. She encourages families to look for the joy that can be found because of the love we have for our children and tries to find that joy in each day as she raises her son Alex and anticipates the arrival of her second set of twins Cameron and Christian.

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Amie Lands is a wife, mother, teacher, and author of Navigating the Unknown and Our Only Time. She is the proud founder of The Ruthie Lou Foundation and a Certified Grief Recovery Specialist®. Her most sacred role in life is being “mama” to 3 beautiful children: her daughter, who she held for 33 days, and her two sons who she has the privilege to watch grow. When Amie learned that her daughter would not survive, writing became her emotional outlet, used as a way to process her emotions and to educate others on the grieving process. Through grief work, soul searching and heart healing, joy has found its way into Amie’s life once again. This has become her passion and calling: to write, to educate, to advocate and to offer hope for bereaved families.

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Amy Lied is a wife and a mother to her son, Asher, who was inexplicably born still on February 19th, 2017. Before losing Asher, she suffered a miscarriage and struggled with unexplained infertility. She has documented her journey from the beginning of her infertility struggles on her blog, Doggie Bags Not Diaper Bags. She is also a co-founder of The Lucky Anchor Project, an online resource for loss families that houses an Etsy store whose profits are donated to loss family non-profit organizations. She hopes to help others by sharing her journey as she continues to navigate the bumpy road that is life after loss.


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Arica Carlson lives in the heart of Nebraska where knowing the weather forecast is a way of life. She is married to Ryan, who grounds her lightning brain and always keeps her laughing. She is Mom to Dane, Grant, and sweet little Reece. There are lots of Legos, superheroes, sound effects, and dirt in her house, but it is short one set of smears, as Reece was born still at 34 weeks. Writing was a way Arica could process the death of Reece and work through the dark mire of grief and child loss. She works as a sign language interpreter when she isn’t tending to her gardens or her flock of backyard chickens.

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Catherine Ashe is mother to three and pregnant with her fourth. In June 2016 at 32 weeks, she and her husband discovered that their third child, a boy named James, was suffering from Trisomy 18, a devastating chromosomal condition. James was born on August 1, 2016, and he lived a beautiful 154 days with his parents before succumbing to complications of his trisomy. He died surrounded by the family who loved him most in the world. He was buried in a home service in January, after a home visitation during which a Cuddle Cot was used to keep his body at home.

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Catherine Travers, originally from Ireland, lives in Perth, Western Australia with her husband Merv.  She is Mummy to Benjamin who was born sleeping at 35 weeks in April 2017.  An accountant by day she has rediscovered her love of writing in the wake of the tragic death of her son.  She writes about her experiences of stillbirth and life after loss on her blog, Benjamin’s Light.  Catherine is passionate about creating awareness for stillbirth and breaking the terrible silence associated with it.  She volunteers for a pregnancy & infant loss support charity, Bears of Hope, in her spare time with a view to helping to improve support services for bereaved families.

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Christina RelacionFinnell is a city girl and former radio producer, originally from Milwaukee, WI. She bought a house (and 3+ acres) in rural Massachusetts with her husband to start a family. She is the proud angel mommy to Emmett who was stillborn on April 26, 2016, after complications were discovered during pregnancy and labor was induced. Since then, she is committed to helping other families who have experienced the loss of a pregnancy or child.

Christina writes about her journey of pregnancy loss and grief through her blog Missing Emmett. When she’s not writing, she works as a website and fundraising consultant to nonprofit organizations across the U.S. You also can usually find her nerding out over something Harry Potter, Marvel or Doctor Who, and if she’s not geeking out, she’s planning her next escape to Walt Disney World or perfecting her baked dessert creations.

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Christy Wopat is a 4th grade teacher and writer from Wisconsin. She lives with her husband and two hilarious, energetic children, who provide more than enough material for Um, You Guys?, her humorous blog and Facebook page where she talks about parenting and parenting after loss. She is also a mama to boy/girl twins, Sophie and Aiden, who passed away in 2009. She is honored to share her words in hopes of breaking the stigma surrounding infant loss and grief. Christy writes for a few different online publications, and is also finishing up her first book, a memoir about infant loss.
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Danielle Ridgway is a twenty-something who lives in small-town Ohio with her two cats Leo and Poe. Her life was changed forever when her son, Jensen Grey, was born asleep on April 5, 2016. He was identical to his mommy from his face to his toes, the only difference between them: his blond hair. A little over a year after Jensen was stillborn, Danielle was faced with another loss, a miscarriage at ten weeks.

Even though loss has struck her life, Danielle refuses to keep quiet about her son’s life, miscarriage, and the stigma around loss. This was never the type of motherhood Danielle expected but she embraces being Jensen and his little sibling’s mom. She finds comfort in sharing Jensen’s story and her journey through grief on her blog and previously on Still Mothers. Danielle is also a contributor to the book Surviving My First Year of Child Loss: Personal Stories from Grieving Parents, which was published September 2017.

When she’s not writing or connected with other loss moms, Danielle focuses her grief on her Etsy shop, Grey Woods Design, and spending time with her ever supporting family.

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Dave Wise, is 35 and lives in St. Louis, Missouri with his family. His first son, Mateo Aslan Wise, was born stillborn on December 18, 2015. Dave blogs about faith, family, mental health and child loss at DaveWiseMatters.com. Dave has an interest in books, board games, and playing music.

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Dawn is wife to her husband of nine years, Joe, and a mom to their first child, daughter Zoey, who lived for 120 beautiful days. Writing gave Dawn an outlet during her pregnancy (after doctors discovered the baby had Trisomy 18) and after the life and death of Zoey. Since losing Zoey, Dawn and Joe have struggled with infertility and are still exploring options to expand their family. As a result of these battles, she strives to help others hold on to hope.

Dawn works in marketing for a television station and also serves on the board of Friends of Wings, the pediatric hospice and palliative care program that cared for her daughter. She also blogs about life, love, and hope at anchoringthewaymires.com.

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DeAndrea is the Founder and Executive Director of A Memory Grows, a 501(c)(3) based in Fort Worth, Texas that provides retreats and events for parents who are grieving the death of their child. She is the mother of three beautiful children, one son who she lives for and two daughters who she has the joy of sharing this life with. After the stillbirth of her son Max in 2013, she quickly discovered that life would never be the same. Through the darkness of grief and the struggles that came with it she relentlessly held to the light and love that Max’s life continued to show her and she rediscovered the truth that love always carries on.

She cries easily, laughs endlessly and takes pictures constantly with the belief that life is to be cherished because this moment will never come again. She writes to encourage and remind herself and others that we are never alone and that even in the midst of the mess that life often is, there is still beauty and joy to be found.

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Desiree is the mother to 5 children, with her youngest child, a son named Turner, unexpectedly born still on March 25, 2017 at 38 weeks gestation from a cord accident. She is the wife of almost 13 years to her husband, Dave, who is an Attorney and also a JAG Officer in the Army Reserves. She founded Turning Hearts, which is currently a blog and website where she writes about her life, thoughts and feelings after the loss of her son. Desiree is currently in the process of starting a charity to help others families who find themselves in the aftermath of losing a child. She hopes to raise funds to provide assistance to families by donating Cuddle Cots to the hospitals in her state of South Carolina. Her driving force is keeping her son’s memory alive through her writings, helping other families in their new life after child loss, and helping their friends and families understand the tremendous loss they have endured and how to best support their loved ones.

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Doris Limnos is a wife and mother to 3 earthside children and one stillborn angel. On the 19th May 2014, while 41 weeks pregnant and in the early stages of labour with baby number 3, she gave birth to a silent but beautiful baby girl, Elysia Grace. The loss of her daughter tested her relationships, mental health and faith but with the help of her loving support network and much grief-work, counselling and therapy, there is healing and a new-found appreciation of love mixed beautifully with pain.
Doris is very passionate about removing the taboo and talking openly and honestly about pregnancy and infant loss on social media, as well as educating those who come in contact with grieving parents on how they can get alongside their hurting friends in the most practical, mindful and genuine ways, walking alongside them in what is a very lonely and lifelong journey.
On the 23rd May 2016, 2 years and 4 days after the loss of sweet Lissie, she welcomed her second son and rainbow, Malachi Nathan. Doris is humbled and honoured to be a contributor for Still Standing Magazine, and her sincerest wish is that her story and experiences might bring hope, comfort, and that nod of ‘yep, I hear you’, so you know you are not alone.

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Elizabeth Yassenoff and her husband Erik lost their firstborn son, Jacob Dale Yassenoff, when she went into labor at 39 weeks in July 2016. During labor, unexpected complications arose that caused Jacob to lose oxygen. He was born late at night on July 18, 2016 and passed away early in the morning on July 19, 2016 due to brain damage from being deprived of oxygen.
In the days and weeks after losing Jacob, Elizabeth found herself scouring the internet searching for words she could read that expressed what she was feeling. Whether through books, blogs, online forums, or meeting with other loss moms in person, Elizabeth found comfort in connecting with others who shared similar experiences. Elizabeth’s need for connection made her passionate about sharing her story, and she is honored to do so by contributing to Still Standing Magazine. Elizabeth blogs to share Jacob’s story and her experience at carryingjacob.wordpress.com.
Day by day, Elizabeth is working to learn her “new normal” of living this life carrying an immense love for her firstborn while being constantly aware of the Jacob-sized hole in her heart. She hopes to build a beautiful legacy for Jacob as she helps others in his name. To that end, Elizabeth is actively forming a nonprofit corporation, Alive In My Heart, to provide connection and resources to bereaved parents in her hometown of Columbus, Ohio, and is studying to become an Integrative Nutrition Health Coach. Elizabeth and Erik are cautiously expecting Jacob’s little sister in August 2017.
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Elizabeth Lamie is the proud mother of identical twin boys in heaven- William Matthew Lamie and Harrison Michael Lamie who passed away a few hours after birth on August 1, 2015. She resides in Northern Virginia and is married to the love of her life, Nicholas. Their godchildren Olivia and Hudson bring so much joy to their lives, along with their Golden Retriever Pup, Barley.

Elizabeth’s goal is to help others get through the painful, confusing journey of child loss, while honoring her twin boys. She is currently working on a book series in memory of her boys and a book on grief and child loss.

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Emily Graham is a wife and mother to 3 children – 2 girls here 1 son in heaven. Late Christmas Eve (2015) life was sent on a new, unexpected trajectory. Her oldest child, Cameron (forever 7), unexpectedly got sick. Within 24-hours they were making the hardest decision of their lives to withdraw life support. As he died in her arms, she promised to find a way to live on in his honor.

She began sharing her grief journey on her blog (Just Playing House), and the response from other bereaved parents was overwhelming. Feedback resonated that the support out there seemed to focus on infant/baby loss and miscarriage versus older children. She felt this was an opportunity and calling to help fill in that gap. Her passion is supporting other bereaved parents walking this path and educating others in an attempt to shatter the stigma surrounding grief and life after child loss. Writing has been the foundation of Emily’s healing, and she is currently working on her first book.

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Emily Grorud is a wife and mother to three children. Living with PCOS, Emily and her husband sought fertility treatments to get pregnant. Her first child, James, was stillborn at 23 weeks due to preterm labor in 2010. Eleven months later she delivered her preemie daughter Josie at 24 weeks. Josie lived for four days in the NICU before joining her brother in heaven. Four months later the trajectory of her life unexpectedly changed again with one phone call. Emily was present when her miracle baby was born in 2012 and her adoption was finalized seven months later. Emily is currently waiting (somewhat patiently) for another miracle baby to be matched and adopted into her family.

Emily is a founding board member of the organization Bereaved Parents of Madison, Inc. She helped launch HUGS, the organization’s innovative peer support program, and facilitates the monthly support group. Emily found healing through reading and writing after the loss of two babies. She hopes her writing will resonate with parents who have experienced the unimaginable or are embarking on the unbelievable. Emily is honored to share her perspective with you as a contributor. She lives with her family in Madison, Wisconsin.

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Ginny Limer is a mother of five, teacher, and adventurer from Fort Worth, Texas. On October 1, 2012 her fourth child, Cullin, passed away from Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS) at six months young. She founded Scared Sidless a 501(c)3 nonprofit in order to support bereaved families, unite grieving siblings, and promote a lifestyle of creative, healthy grieving. Her family raises money throughout the year in order to provide an annual camp called Camp Cullin, a Retreat from Grief, for siblings of loss and their families. Just as you exhale grief, Ginny encourages you to inhale hope.

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HeatherIn 2008, Heather’s world as she knew it changed forever, with the sudden loss of her 14-year-old son, Austin. Therapy, and often survival, came in the form of writing, beginning at a memorial blog remembering him. Along the way, she realized the pouring out of her story was also helping others. With a gentle nudging, she chose to take another path, challenging herself to find the JOY in every day, despite the sadness she still felt. She loves and misses Austin daily but is living her life to honor him – and celebrating every moment it brings. Aside from writing for Still Standing, you can also find Heather at Joyful Challenge. It’s an honor as well to be among the contributing authors for the book, “360 Degrees of Grief” and the sister book, “Still Standing – Because they Lived.” but she has also had the privilege of being featured on BlogHer, Exhale Literary Magazine. Her joys today include being a wife and a mom to Austin’s younger brother.

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I am Heather, a “boymom” through and through with two very spirited boys here on earth and our middle son probably causing havoc in the clouds. My husband and I found out that our son, Wyatt, had passed away when we went in for a scheduled c-section. There were no blaring alarms that something had gone wrong; there was no reason to think that over that week we would be planning a funeral instead of a joyous homecoming. I spent a very short seven weeks at home before returning to a classroom full of students needing me for everything and beyond. On the five-month anniversary of Wyatt’s death, I learned that I pregnant again. Navigating through my pregnancy while still trying to get a grasp on living with grief was, by far, one of the toughest things I’ve done, aside from losing Wyatt.

I kept a journal for myself but decided that writing and posting some of my thoughts could potentially help others get a better picture of what this losS really is and what it does. I started A Heart Rearranged blog to simply start a dialogue, but it quickly became a platform for me to showcase organizations and help local hospitals have the supplies they need to help grieving families such as mine. Every day is a new day for me to learn how to use my grief constructively as a mother, a wife, a friend, and a teacher.

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Heidi Beltran is the mother of Talia Luna, who was lost to a missed miscarriage at 11 weeks in April of 2016, and her yet-unnamed Rainbow Baby due December 2017. The miscarriage of her first child was violent and isolating. At twenty-two, Heidi knew very little about infertility of any kind. The loss of her baby catapulted her and her husband, Sergio, into a different world entirely. She found solace in doing what she knew best, writing. She has spent most of the last year working with her grief and finally reached a place where she felt ready to embark on the journey of pregnancy again.

Aside from completing and hoping to publish the two poetry collections she has written, Heidi also has a book review blog and is working on her first novel. Heidi is very excited to be writing for Still Standing Magazine and hopes to bring awareness of pregnancy loss to those in their early twenties. At twenty-three she never imagined she would endure such heartbreak but she also never imagined how strong she could be. You can follow her on Instagram to see her journey through pregnancy after loss.

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Henderson Lafond is a wife, dreamer, and mother of three children from Mint Hill, North Carolina. Her second child, a daughter named Madison Reid, was born asleep on October 17, 2015. Through her grief, Henderson discovered a passion to help her fellow sisters in loss and launched Madison’s Closet on April 2, 2016. Their mission is to comfort and clothe moms who have suffered a perinatal loss by providing complimentary donated clothing to help them reclaim their self-confidence. When you have something nice to wear, you feel better about yourself.

The women who donate to Madison’s Closet do so thinking of the women they will help. They want to be of service in a helpless situation. Please visit Madison’s Closet to learn more about their mission or to receive or donate clothing. Henderson can also be found on The Huffington Post.

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Jess McCormack is a former social worker, aspiring writer and current stay-at-home mummy to two little ones, a girl, and a boy, while always carrying her first baby girl, Maeve in her heart. Maeve died during an induced labor in April 2013 as a result of an undetected complication with the cord and placenta.
Since Maeve’s death, life has been a complicated and bumpy road, as Jess navigated two further pregnancies and the many beautiful challenges of parenting all three babies, while only two can be held in her arms. She lives in Ayrshire, Scotland and can be followed at @the_maeve_effect.
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Jessica Orlaske is a doting wife, high school English teacher, and mother to a beautiful angel baby named Lucille (Lucy) Rose. She and her husband Chris lost their sweet baby to complications from a sudden and complete placental abruption on August 10, 2016. Lucy was full-term and perfectly healthy, but her little body simply could not recover from the abruption, and she passed in her parents’ arms less than 24 hours after her birth.

As a bereaved mother, Jessica has been trying to navigate her way through life again, grappling with her new identity as a loss parent, searching for Lucy’s light in everything. The grief of losing her only daughter has led her to rediscover the healing powers of writing. She has worked to do small kindnesses and projects in Lucy’s name, trying to spread the warmth of “Lucy Rose’s Light” throughout her community. Jessica now hopes that someday, she and Chris might expand their family and give Lucy a sibling. In the meantime, she does what she can to share Lucy’s story and live a life that would make her baby girl proud.

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Jill Kawchak is the proud mama to one truly amazing daughter, the wife of a good man, and a companion of a very troublesome Labrador retriever. Her days are spent homeschooling from the shadow of the Rocky Mountains in Cochrane, Alberta, where her daughter constantly begs to go exploring. She had always wanted to be a mother and started TTC just after her wedding in 2006. Jill has been diagnosed with PCOS, and was told motherhood would be a difficult goal to attain, but after 3.5 years of infertility with one early loss, the clouds parted, and the sunshine that was a little girl with blue eyes and brown curls broke through. However, in the years since her daughter arrived, there have been another 4 early losses. After *much* debate, angst and tears, Jill and her husband, Mark, have decided to end their fertility journey and are now focused on ‘what comes next’.
Jill completed her doula training last year and is working toward certification with hopes to eventually become a baby-loss doula for those in need. She writes to keep sane and support those who are also experiencing infertility and baby loss.

Jolissa Skow lives in Minneapolis, MN with her husband Colin. She lost her first baby, a son named Jonah, in January 2017 at 30 weeks. Before getting pregnant, she was told that, because of her lupus, there was a 1% chance her baby would get heart block. Jonah was diagnosed with heart block at 18 weeks and fought very hard until week 30 when his heart just couldn’t keep going. In her grief, she turned to writing and created her blog, Letters to Jonah.
In May 2017, she launched Courageous Mothers, a community for bereaved moms to come together and find comfort, love, and support. It’s starting small but is growing each day!
There’s now a 20% chance for Joli’s future babies to also get heart block. She’s terrified but will not give up on her dream of having children.
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Julz Scott suffered her first loss in 2003 at 10 weeks gestation, then went on to have two children. After beginning a new relationship in 2009, Julz once again suffered two further early miscarriages, so once the couple had married, they began actively trying for a rainbow baby, late 2011 she fell pregnant with her daughter Melody, born at 26+6 weeks to HELLP syndrome, in February 2012. Melody did remarkably well, until the end of her 4th week, developing Sepsis from which she never recovered, at 5 weeks old she lost her battle, throwing them into the world of bereaved parents, with not a lot of support for their loss, Julz took to writing, which helped her through the very darkest of times. She’s since gone on to have two more girls with another miscarriage in between. Through the writing, she’s been nominated twice for a Butterfly Award, whilst helping to run a face to face group with a local Charity. She feels very honored to have been given the opportunity to join the team, looking forward to sharing not only Melody’s story with you but parenting after a loss too. Life has never been the same since.

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Kate Polley (41) lives in Cape Town, South Africa, together with her husband, Peter and their four living children – Hannah (15), Erin (13), Finn (6) and Jude (5). She balances motherhood with her passion – providing hope and comfort for bereaved families. Based on the original children’s story. ‘Sam and Finn’ which she wrote after the loss of her son, Sam, her range of customizable, personalized loss books are available for purchase online and distributed worldwide. Reaching out to other grieving families and sharing her experience of loss has helped her on her own path to healing.

When she is not mothering or writing, Kate loves to cook and be with her family and friends. You’ll catch her most mornings, on an outdoor run and most evenings, cuddling with her two dogs and her vice – chocolate! You can connect with Kate through her Facebook page www.facebook.com/thestoryofbooks and order any of the book versions online from www.thestoryof-books.com.

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Kathleen Berg is from Saint John, a small town in Northwest Indiana. She is married to her husband Ken, and has two children at home, Elanor and Eric. She is also mother to her two angel babies, Valerie and Daniel. She lost her first baby, Valerie, during her 21st week of pregnancy because of a subchorionic hemorrhage, in 2010. Kathleen found that writing poetry and journaling helped her to cope with her grief. In 2016, Daniel was lost unexpectedly during her 15th week of pregnancy also from a subchorionic hemorrhage. Once again, Kathleen is turning to her writing as a way of climbing back from the depths of sorrow. Through her writing, Kathleen wants to give hope and support to those who feel alone in their own grief journey. Kathleen is honored to be a contributor to Still Standing Magazine.

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Katie Colt is a writer, songwriter, musician, and mother. After giving birth to her first son, whose life existed in the span of less than a week, she quit her graduate program in nursing to pursue her truest creative passions. Her writing has been featured in The Washington Post, Mommy Nearest, and most recently at Kveller, as a 2017 Writing Fellow. Katie is most proud of “Max’s Song,” a song she wrote and recorded in honor of her son, and the production of an accompanying video which featured other loss parents and the memories of their loved ones. She plans to publish a collection of essays on love, loss, motherhood, and everything in between. Katie lives near Chicago, IL with her husband and second son.
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Katja Faber is a single mother of three children. She runs her own avocado farm and works part-time as an English teacher, journalist, and writer. Before having children she was a criminal defense barrister in London, having always been involved in human rights societies and advocacy. Her eldest son, Alex, was murdered on 30th December 2014. He was 23 years old, had just graduated from university, and was home in Zurich for the holidays. The complex nature of the police investigation, the defense team’s legal arguments and the substantial financial resources of the killer’s family led her to becoming actively involved in the prosecution of her son’s killer. Subsequently, new additional charges of attempted murder and rape (of another) were added to the indictment.

International press coverage of the case brought her into contact with other bereaved parents whose children had died violent deaths, and she realized that her experience of child loss and advocacy could be used to help others. She is a contributor at Still Standing Magazine, has her own website KatjaFaber.com, and has written her story for the book Surviving My First Year of Child Loss: Personal Stories from Grieving Parents, which was published September 2017. Her writing is also featured on Grieving Parents.

She divides her time between Zurich, Switzerland and her farm in southern Spain.

Articles by Katja

Kaytee Fisher is a mama to her and her husband’s first child, a daughter they named Elliott Rose. Working as a pediatric nurse at C.S. Mott Hospital in Michigan, Kaytee never thought she would have to know what it would be like to parent a child with a rare condition. Sadly, on March 6, 2017, amniocentesis results delivered the devastating news that their unborn daughter would not survive past birth. Diagnosed with Thanatophoric Dysplasia, Elliott lived for 30 joyous weeks in the womb, before making her appearance on April 26, 2017. She came quietly into the world with a heartbeat and slipped away peacefully a few minutes later.

In the aftermath of Elliott’s passing, Kaytee has found comfort in writing and telling the world what it is like to be a parent with no baby to hold. She hopes that by writing, she can lend her voice to the chorus of other grieving parents to educate the masses about child loss and the heaviness of this grief. Kaytee hopes to pursue an advanced nursing degree to become a midwife in the future, to guide other women who face the impossible task of delivering a child who will not stay.

Kaytee and her husband Brian started a blog to keep family informed during their pregnancy, and are overjoyed to know that it has been viewed in dozens of countries. They are avid travelers and have found comfort in knowing that Elliott is able to do her own kind of traveling via her story on the blog. Kaytee feels a great privilege to be able to write for Still Standing, as she has relied heavily on the words from fellow loss mamas found here. Kaytee and her husband are continually looking for ways to spread Elliott’s story and their time with her. They hope to be able to comfort other parents through a peer support program at their hospital in the future.

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Kelly Coté is a licensed psychotherapist and the mother of three beautiful children, including the son she now carries in her heart. At the 20 week ultrasound with her first child she was told “something was wrong” and her world came crashing down around her. After several weeks and many tests later, an amniocentesis diagnosed her son with Trisomy 13, a rare chromosomal condition known for being incompatible with life. Parker James Coté was born still on June 5, 2013. In the years following the loss of her first child, she welcomed two rainbow babies into the world. Although she is grateful to have been blessed with her other children, she also feels a void without Parker in her arms. Over the years she has learned how to parent all three of her children; and for Parker, that means keeping his memory alive. She knows that although he is not physically here, he is always in her heart.

Since the loss of her son, she has become passionate about helping other bereaved parents, spreading awareness about infant and pregnancy loss, and providing hope that healing after loss is possible. She opened Evolve Counseling, LLC where she provides counseling services to individuals and families that are working towards healing after infant or pregnancy loss.

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Kelly Gerken is the president and founder of Sufficient Grace Ministries, an organization providing perinatal hospice services, bereavement support and Dreams of You memory-making materials to families facing the loss of a baby through miscarriage, stillbirth, infant death and the death of a young child. Kelly has walked through the loss of three of her five children, and now reaches out to walk with other grieving families as an SGM Comfort Doula and SGM Remembrance Photographer.
She is a creator and facilitator of training for birth professionals on compassionate care for bereaved parents facing perinatal loss. Her memoir, Sufficient Grace, was published in 2014. You can read more about Kelly’s journey of grace, hope and healing and the outreaches of SGM, order resources or find her book here: www.sufficientgraceministries.org.

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Articles by Kelly

Kelly has been writing at Chasing Dragonflies since her eldest child died suddenly following a brain hemorrhage, age just 12, in 2013. She had also experienced two pregnancy losses immediately prior to this. Married to Mark for 19 years, they have four children at home: two school-age children who shared the grief of losing Abi, and two new children born two years apart – their ‘rainbow babies’. Going back into the world of pregnancy and babyhood so soon after losing a child was challenging and also incredibly healing for the family. Kelly is in the process of writing her memoir and is self-publishing a children’s book about dying and a grief resource for adults.

When not writing, Kelly runs her editing business from home. One thing Kelly has been credited for is her honest insight into the many subtle, unknown aspects of grief. She also strives to find hope and joy in her new life, built around the memory of her daughter. Her popular STALL post featured in the book Grief Demystified published in December 2017.

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Kierra Sunae’ is Founder of Healing Footprints Foundation, a 501(c)3 non-profit organization established to support families who have experienced infant death. The foundation is a labor of love, birthed after Kierra and her husband experienced the devastating death of their one-week-old son, Colby.

As an infant loss advocate, Kierra is dedicated to offering services that help families heal after the inconceivable and often unexpected death of their newborn baby. As a wife and mother of an amazing four-year-old son, Kierra is committed to sharing the highs and lows of healing after infant loss. With a strong faith, she walks with purpose determined to make grieving hearts smile again… one footprint at a time.

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Articles by Kierra

Larissa is happily married to Marcus and has been since 2011. In 2012, she was thrilled to discover that she was pregnant with their first child. After a smooth, complication-free pregnancy, her baby girl’s heart stopped beating at 39 weeks. On January 30, 2013, Ariella was born still, but reason was ever found for her death. Larissa turned to writing as a way of processing her grief and keeping people updated on how her and her husband were going.

As time went on, she became passionate about sharing with people about baby loss, and wrestling with how the concepts of faith and loss can possibly work together. For Mother’s Day 2013, Larissa received the perfect present: the discovery that she was pregnant again. Her son was born safely in January 2014, just weeks before Ariella’s first birthday. In August 2015, after a stressful pregnancy, Larissa’s second daughter was born alive and healthy. Her fourth baby is due late 2017.

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Articles by Larissa

Lindsey Dennis blogs at vaporandmist.com. Married later in life at age 33, her and her new husband, Kevin were eager to start a family. Much to their surprise and excitement 6 months into marriage they became pregnant with their first child. That excitement soon turned to devastation when at their routine 20 week ultrasound they found out that their first child, a little girl, had a condition called anencephaly and would not live once born. Determined to celebrate and enjoy every moment they were given with her they carried her to term as their community of family, friends and even strangers rallied around them to help them celebrate this little life. On September 1, 2013, their first born daughter, Sophia Kyla was born alive and lived a remarkable 10 hours. Overwhelmed with grief they were still hopeful to have another child. 6 months later, they were pregnant again with their 2nd child only to discover at their 12 week ultrasound, much to the dismay of their doctors, that this child, another little girl carried a similar condition as Sophie, acrania, and she too would not live once born.
In the midst of the deep sorrow, they carried her to term and celebrated her life. Dasah Brielle entered the world on November 13, 2014 and lived a beautiful 12 hours of life. Lindsey began to offer her story of grief and hope to others through her blog as she chronicled Sophie and then Dasah’s life. Today she takes joy writing, working with a non-profit Christian organization, loving on her husband, Kevin and aggressively compassionate golden retriever, Toby, while caring for her much loved young son who came into their lives through adoption 15 months after Dasah passed away. She is currently writing a book on the kind of hope that rises when you’re faced with the devastating loss of your most precious dreams. Lindsey continues to write on her blog and is also a contributer for hopemommies.org.
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Liz Mannegren is the proud mother of six beautiful babes, one in her arms and five above. As a stay-at-home mom and part-time blogger from Vancouver, Canada she is on a quest to find beauty and hope amidst the everyday mess. Writing has always been a passion for Liz but after the stillbirth of her firstborn twin, Landon, and four subsequent miscarriages, she found it a necessary outlet for grief.

In addition to her blog, she is currently working on writing a book in hopes of encouraging other grieving families and raising awareness about the realities of loss.


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Jessi and her husband Glenn have spent their decade-long marriage navigating infertility. Between her PCOS and his male-factor infertility, they have struggled immensely to grow their family since the beginning. They share one daughter conceived from fertility treatment (born 2010) and had one surprise miracle pregnancy after five years of TTC that ended in a devastating miscarriage (2017).

Jessi writes about conquering infertility, embracing motherhood, recovering from a miscarriage, and her faith on her blog Life Abundant.

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Jo-Anne Joseph is a wife to her best friend Brian, mother to two beautiful children, Braydon who keeps her on her toes and Zia who she holds in her heart. She is a career woman, freelance writer and aspiring author from South Africa. She blogs and writes for the loss community since her daughter was stillborn in July 2013 at 33 weeks and a day.

She is working on her debut romance novel to be released at the end of 2017, early 2018. She is honored to contribute at www.glowinthewoods.com for the last few years and to have contributed to Our Only Time by Amie Lands releasing in September 2017.

Her hope is to support the community through her words and acts in much the same way that she was supported throughout her grief journey. Writing has been her hope, healing and vice through the years and she would like to continue sharing it. She does so with a deep passion and love. Her hope is to raise awareness and be an advocate for infant and pregnancy loss in a country where there is very little mindfulness of this often silent heartbreak impacting so many.

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Articles by Jo-Anne

Marisa resides in Georgia with her husband Joel and is a true boymom to 3 wonderful little men. Drake, who spent his short life in the NICU and then died in her arms at 12 days, 16 hours old, when he was pulled off his ventilator. He sustained injuries during delivery and was never going to be able to breath on his own. She and Joel made the tragic decision to say goodbye and allow him to go where he would be pain free. Then came along Aden and Gavin. Each had their own pregnancy complications, but they made it here with no issues and she could not be happier. Since her introduction into the world of grief, she has worked to try to make infant loss less of a taboo subject by not staying quiet regarding her loss.

In 2013, she and Joel co-founded a nonprofit (Dragonfire Foundation) to provide help to babies in the NICUs and their parents. One thing she has always wanted to do was to become a writer and she is so thankful that Still Standing is providing her a chance to do something that she loves. Photo courtesy of Audrey Herron Photography.

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Articles by Marisa


nathalie Nathalie Himmelrich the author of resource books for bereaved parents: Surviving My First Year of Child Loss: Personal Stories from Grieving ParentsGrieving Parents: Surviving Loss As A Couple and May We All Heal: Playbook For Creative Healing After Loss. As a relationship coach and grief recovery expert and bereaved mother herself, she believes that relationships (intimate and to other support people) are the foundation for a healthy grieving experience.
She works privately with individuals or couples as a grief counselor.
Her passion is writing and re-thinking human behaving and emoting. She’s processing her own experiences using her blog and you can also read her daughter Ananda Mae’s blog, where she writes letters to her identical twin sister, who left her body at a young age of 3 days.

Articles by Nathalie

Find Nathalie here: personal website / facebook / instagram / or here: Grieving Parents website

Rachel Lewis is a bio mom, adoptive mom, and foster mom. She is currently writing her memoir, and her book, Living Through Loss, is available for free on her website at www.thelewisnote.com. Rachel has struggled with life-threatening pregnancy complications, recurrent pregnancy loss, ruptured ectopic pregnancy, unexplained secondary infertility and pregnancy after loss. She has also released a foster son she raised back to his bio family. In spite of the challenges and heartaches of becoming a family, she now gets to call three precious daughters her own. Rachel’s work has been featured on the Today Show, UpWorthy, and Babble.

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Articles by Rachel

Robynne Knight is a writer, educator, acupuncturist, and mother to her beautiful daughter, Zoë Amara, who was stillborn on July 25, 2011. After a healthy, full-term pregnancy, Zoë was born still into her mother’s arms after a traumatic labor and birth, with no official cause of death identified. This experience changed Robynne forever, as she was forced to carry the greatest love alongside the most intense grief she had ever experienced.

Along the way, she has learned to find beauty in the present moment, growth and healing in the depths of grief and loss, and gratitude for the connection and support of others who have experienced grief and trauma. Robynne started The Zoë Project in 2012, donating teddy bears to bereaved parents in maternity wards, and offering supportive resources and information to families who have experienced neonatal loss.

She is currently working on a memoir about her experience with loss and healing. She is passionate about helping others, and loves traveling, spending time in nature, writing, and practicing yoga.

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Articles by Robynne

Sara Schmidt is a wife, social worker, aspiring writer, and mother of two beautiful daughters. Her second daughter, Adela Catherine, was born on July 21, 2016, on her due date, after a perfectly normal pregnancy. Due to complications at her birth, Adela died two days later. Sara turned to writing in order to try and make sense out of what had happened.

As she slowly realized that a reason for her daughter’s death could not be found, she discovered that she could express her feelings and thoughts in a way that helped her family and friends to get a glimpse into the grieving experience. She began to use her writing as a means to heal her shattered heart and for others to witness her journey. With her beautiful daughter’s spirit as her guide, she strives to navigate this unchosen path, to search for love and light within the darkness of grief, while also providing words of hope and joy.

Articles by Sara


Sarah Burg is a wife, mother, proud alumna of the University of Wisconsin, budding minimalist, and aspiring writer. Following a 15 month fertility struggle, she and her husband welcomed their firstborn daughter, Calla Elizabeth, into the world in September 2014. In December 2015, Sarah discovered that she was pregnant with their second child. At their baby girl’s 20 week ultrasound, they heard the words “congenital diaphragmatic hernia” for the first time. Willow Grace was born on June 23, 2016. She courageously fought CDH before dying in Sarah’s arms on June 24, 2016, less than 24 hours after her birth.

Since Willow’s death, Sarah has rediscovered a passion for writing that developed at a very young age. However, for the first time in her life, she has become a writer with a reason. Sarah believes that words carry weight, and she hopes to wield them in a way that provides healing and peace to those who need it most. Sarah looks forward to wrapping her words around the kindred souls she has found within the child loss community, and she is humbled at the opportunity to write for Still Standing Magazine. Sarah also blogs at The Rising (www.sarahjburg.com), where she explores life after loss.

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Articles by Sarah

Stephanie Reid is wife to Jeff and proud Mama to three wonderful daughters, Kenley, Blake and unnamed baby due in July. Typical life came to a halt in April 2016 when Blake was diagnosed with a terminal genetic neuromuscular disease called Spinal Muscular Atrophy (SMA), type 1 at almost 6 months old. Since losing her just 5 short months later, Stephanie has tried to live a life true to what Blake taught her: living her dash and choosing joy.

She blogs on Still Finding Sunshine, about loving and losing a child with a terminal disease, mothering a toddler and expecting another shortly after loss. She doesn’t think of herself a “real” writer, but has fallen into what she considers the best way to tell her daughter’s story. Shortly after Blake’s death, Stephanie started a t-shirt shop called The Sunshine Company. Her goal is spread Blake’s sunshine by promoting laughs, love and SMA awareness.

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Articles by Stephanie

Tara Rigg writes about the complexities, joys, and misunderstandings that surround parenting and grief. She has a Master’s degree in Education and taught elementary school for nine years. She became a stay-at-home mom after welcoming her first child, Bethany, in 2010. Twins girls, Blakely and Brielle, followed in 2012. Her son, Beau, was stillborn in 2014. He proudly carried an extra chromosome. Her children were conceived through IVF due to tubal factor infertility. A third-generation Montanan, she lives with her high school sweetheart turned husband and three young daughters in Bozeman, MT. Tara is also a contributor to the book Surviving My First Year of Child Loss: Personal Stories from Grieving Parents, which was published September 2017.

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Articles by Tara

Victoria Denney is a wife and mom of two wonderful children. Joshua who was born too early at 29 weeks (due to preeclampsia) and who she and her husband, Patrick, had to say goodbye to just 36 hours later. Just a little over a year later they welcomed their beautiful rainbow daughter, Madeline, into their family. Madeline has defined the term rainbow baby in every sense of the word, bringing such an amazing healing light and joy into the lives of everyone she has met in the last three years.
Victoria has continued to speak out about ppreeclampsia and about infant loss, writing and speaking about Joshua every chance she gets.
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  • Sam Dalin

    December 6, 2016 at 2:04 am

    As a Chaplain who has been with moms, dad’s, family’s at the loss of a child from pre born to new born to sweet sixteen and beyond thank you for publishing and putting together these real life stories.
    To the family’s thank you.
    Keep sharing, keep loving. I am grateful for YOU!


  • Sam Dalin

    December 6, 2016 at 2:06 am

    You can publish my e mail if it helps someone.

  • Still Standing Magazine – Elliott Rose

    August 10, 2017 at 9:29 am

    […] When I tell people about the blog, I always give Brian credit – he’s the one who said we should start one. I didn’t realize how useful it would be throughout those last few months with Elliott. I write the majority of it, and Brian proofreads them before we hit “publish.” The writing was very therapeutic while we waited for Elliott’s arrival, and many suggested that I write professionally. While I don’t have the time or desire to write a book, I do appreciate how cathartic writing is for me at this point in my life. Soon after Elliott’s memorial service, I saw a Facebook post asking for more writers to join Still Standing Magazine. Still Standing is an online magazine focused solely on loss parents. The articles are all authored by parents who have experienced a loss in any form, from infertility to the death of an adult child. I applied for a writing position on a whim, and a month later I received an email inviting me to be on the writing team.  […]